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How do you describe such a place? By how it looks? By how it feels? By its unnatural silence? To read its history in a book renders it soulless and academic; standing here it's neither of these things. Pyramiden is an abandoned Russian settlement and coal mining community. True, but... 

I want to say that it should be a busy working town as it once was, but the men who worked in this mine didn't live a life you would wish for. Every day whatever the weather, they trundled up the (very) long, steep hill to the mine for hard physical labour in an Arctic climate.  Whole families lived here with a school, arts centre, swimming pool, play-park, bars, sports centre, community centre, homes - just like in our own towns. Founded in 1927 it was once a mining town of 1,000 residents but abandoned in 1998 at a few days notice,  Russia no longer able to keep it functioning. Many of the young people probably knew nowhere but Pyramiden and suddenly they had to leave it. I don't remember any newspaper in the UK covering that story.

Growing up in a western country, the images we saw of life in the Soviet Union were of dark forbidding architecture, colourless lives, depressing scenes. That's not what I see here here. I see care in the architecture, considered spaces and attention to detail;  the school with decorative balustrades and generous windows, play areas for children with colourful swings and merry-go-rounds.  There had been heated and lit walkways and well built apartment blocks that wouldn't look out of place in the west today. Siberian grass was imported for the central square to make the residents feel at home. It's still growing. This isn't the classic image of a depressed Soviet town.

We enter the Cultur Huset, a big silent building at the far end of town. It has an expectant feel, like it's just about to open for a weekend of entertainment. Portraits of performers and glamourous celebrities smile down at us, children's drawings and ornate mirrors looking as fresh and shiny as the day they were hung. Notice boards announce who and what's on next. Then the grand staircase, looking for all the world like it was designed for the parading of swishy ball gowns and the clatter of heels,  its ceramic tiled stair treads slightly coggled by the many feet that regularly ascended them for evenings of song and dance. The house of dreams. Where are they now?

We creep quietly into the hush of the dark auditorium, feeling our way along the backs of the seats. There's a thick musty atmosphere in here. No one speaks. When our eyes adjust to the dimness, we spot the piano. There's a grand piano sitting in the middle of the stage. "Red October" with its delightfully out of tune keys just has to be played! I shuffle my way into the middle of the seating to imagine what it would've sounded and looked like when the theatre was alive and vibrant. My feet clank on something hard and I discover an old slide projector in a black metal box, clearly unopened for many a day. I surprise myself - I don't want to delve in. It feels like a grave or a shrine and I can't bring myself to take it out and examine it. I carefully slide it back under the seat, secretly hoping that any tourist who comes after us won't find it. 

On the way back to the ship in the twilight, I cast my eyes for the last time over the windows of this sad, forgotten town and wonder if it will always remain a ghost of itself. Then between white lace curtains and dead pot plants,  I catch a glimpse of a stuffed polar bear gazing back at me and I remember where we are.

                                                                          

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